I Want To Say I’m Sorry

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So I want to say I’m sorry that I drew the line
I built the wall, the fault is mine
And maybe now the only way to find some peace
Is just to give it time and trust in grace

So this is my communion hymn
I want to sit beside you at the feast, my friend
Again, again and again
And again
~Andrew Peterson

This video was played at our recent Solemn Assembly. It was played during communion, as a communion hymn.

The last few lyrics, I think, are the most profound. What divides many people are walls that we have built up around ourselves. These can be grudges, hurts, guilts, and jealousy.

For followers of Christ, we build different walls around ourselves. Walls of law, doctrine, and liturgy. When we build these walls around us we think we are protecting ourselves, protecting tradition, protecting the faith. But really we are separating ourselves from the very people that God wants us to love, to be unified with, and to grow with.

Perhaps it’s time we say we are sorry. We are sorry for allowing our beliefs and convictions to separate the body of Christ. We are sorry for treating our fellow brother and sister in Christ as less-than us. We are sorry for destroying reputations of other churches and their people. It is now time to unite.

How can we do this? The lyrics give us a hint. We are to give it time and trust in grace.

Give it time. This will not happen overnight. Hostilities have been high, people hurt and abused in the past, it will take time to be able to trust one another and understand one another.

We need to trust grace. Grace, first, for ourselves. For without grace we would not have the favor of God in our lives to live this godly life. We need his grace to sustain us and to move us forward. Second, grace for our fellow brothers and sisters in Christ. The same grace God shows you, in spite of your sin and shortcomings, is the same grace God shows your fellow believer. It is the same grace that we are to give to them too.

Sprinkle a little grace, a little forgiveness, into your conversations and interactions with other Christians and see what happens. Perhaps we can all sit at the same communion table in the future.

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